And the tears come streaming down your face, when you lose something you can't replace.

So she throws him at the wall and kisses burn like fire, and suddenly he starts to believe.
- Mikanena

Dom bästa igår! :)
I can't tell you what it really is, I can only tell you what it feels like.
Jag brukar ofta hitta olika citat, låtar och komma på egna texter som jag skriver ner i skrivböcker. Eftersom jag inte kommer på något annat att skriva och Paulina vill tydligen att jag ska skriva väääldigt mycket så jag tänkte skriva ner mina favorit citat, eller delar från låtar :) Tänker verkligen inte däremot skriva ner något jag har kommit på xd Kommer nog bli en del däremot :)
"Freedom comes when you learn to let go."
"I want to hide
I want to tear down the walls that hold me inside
I want to reach out and touch the flame
Where the streets have no name."
"If you love someone, you have to be ready to let them go."
"I can't do well when I think you gonna leave me but I know I try. Are you gonna leave me now? Can't you be beliving now?"
"Way to go. You've got this spell on her that she just can't seem to break. She's so strong, and in an instant, you could break her down. She knows you won't, but you could, and that scares her. She's realied she's made mistakes in the past, and when you're up to your old tricks she's tampted to make them again. Yet, coming back to seems to be her favourite habit, and like they say, old habits die hard."
"She's the type of girl to let you walk away. She's not going to fight for you, or tell you all the reasons you should stay. She won't cry. She's just going to pick herself back up, wipe her scraped knees from where she fell, and skip through life again. Sure, she'd love for you to stay, but she will do just fine without you."
"She's banged up mentally and emotionally, literally and metaphorically. But every day she walks outside with a smile on her face because that's who she is."
"People vanish, people die. People laugh and people cry. Some give up, some will try. Some say hi, while some say bye."
"It was hard to tell if he was holding her hand, or if she just wouldn't let go."
"Treat them good or leave it for someone who would."
"The moment that you're sure you can't lose what you own, is exactly the moment that you start to lose it."
Love is like grass. If you fall on it, it may leave a stain and some temporary pain. But you'll get over the pain, it will eventually stop hurting. Now maybe it was nothing special that was ruined, but either way the stain remains there. And whit time, it will begin to fade, but it will always be there, a permanent reminder thet you, too, once fell."
"One of the hardest thing in life is to let the one who hurt you love you, to trust the one person who said they'd always be there and then walked."
"You show me nothing but hate. You ran me into ground. But, what comes around goes around."
"I drank 'till I stumbled, I drank 'till i feel. When the drunk part was over it hurt me like hell. Now, I know about drinkin', so I know one thing true - being drunk's a lot like lovin' you."
"People change, and they forget to tell eachother."
"You shouldn't, have to bag anyone to stay."
"Lies will always be bitter in the end, no matter how sweet you make them in beginning."
"Truth is: everyone is goung to hurt you. You just have to find thoose who is worth the suffering."
- Mikanena
punktpunktpunkt
Jag har verkligen ingen inspration eller något annat att skriva för den delen så det är därför jag inte heller har skrivit. Jag får väl se när jag får lust igen, kanske när jag har en design som inte visar BLÖJOR? Haha, tort.
Ikväll har jag varit med Natta, Fia & söta Valle! Vi kollade på två filmer och den andra var verkligen cccccccp! Haha, jag älskade typ hela tills typ 10 min innan slutet så pajade hela filmen xd Aa juste, köpte en ny shorta och en halsduk idag! :)
Som ni absolut ser så har jag nada inspration och jag känner mig lite panik slagen!
Hörs!
- Mikanena

Håkan Hellström - För en lång lång tid
Du säger att du är stark Att du har vart igenom det här förut Du kommer fortsätta Det finns inte mycket mer att säga nu Vi två hör hemma I ett rum med inga andra Om jag var tio år yngre Skulle jag inte behöva dig längre Någon dag är jag din jakttrofé som du övergav Någon dag kanske jag kör över dig här utanför Varför måste vi döda varandra Nåt säger mig att du blir borta En lång lång tid Jag kommer inte älska dig För resten av livet Vill inte leva med tungan hängades utanför Och tycka synd om mig själv Jag kommer inte höra av mig igen Och jag kommer inte ta skuld Så säg det och få det gjort Det finns bara ett enda sätt att brinna upp Någon dag är jag din jakttrofé som du övergav Någon dag kanske jag kör över dig här utanför Varför måste vi döda varandra Nåt säger mig att du blir borta En lång lång tid För en lång lång tid För en lång lång tid För en lång lång tid För en lång lång tid Någon dag är jag din jakttrofé som du övergav Någon dag kanske jag kör över dig här utanför Varför vi måste vi såra varandra Nåt säger mig att du blir borta En lång lång tid För en lång lång tid För en lång lång tid
Kvällens
Lately I've been hard to reach I've been too long on my own Everybody has a private world
Where they can be alone
Are you calling me, are you trying to get through
Are you reaching out for me, I'm reaching out for you
I'm just so fuckin' depressed I just can seem to get out this slump
If I could just get over this hump
But I need something to pull me out this dump I took my bruises, took my lumps
Fell down and I got right back up But I need that spark to get psyched back up
In order for me to pick the mic back up
I don't know how or why or when I ended up in this position I'm in
I'm starting to feel distant again
So I decided just to pick this pen
Up and try to make an attempt to vent
But I just can't admit Or come to grips, with the fact that I may be done with rap
I need a new outlet I know some shits so hard to swallow
And I just can't sit back and wallow
In my own sorrow
But I know one fact I'll be one tough act to follow
One tough act to follow I'll be one tough act to follow
Here today, gone tomorrow
But you have to walk a thousand miles
[Chorus:]
In my shoes, just to see
What it's like, to be me I'll be you, let's trade shoes
Just to see what it'd be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each other's mind
Just to see what we find
Look at shit through each other's eyes
But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful oh
They can all get fucked.
Just stay true to you so
Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful
Oh they can all get fucked. Just stay true to you
I think I'm starting to lose my sense of humor
Everything is so tense and gloom
I almost feel like I gotta check the temperature in the room
Just as soon as I walk in
It's like all eyes on me
So I try to avoid any eye contact
'cause if I do that then it opens a door for conversation
Like I want that... I'm not looking for extra attention
I just want to be just like you
Blend in with the rest of the room
Maybe just point me to the closest restroom I don't need no fucking man servant
Trying to follow me around, and wipe my ass
Laugh at every single joke I crack
And half of them ain't even funny like
Ah Marshall, you're so funny man, you should be a comedian, god damn
Unfortunately I am, but I just hide behind the tears of a clown
So why don't you all sit down
Listen to the tale I'm about to tell
Hell, we don't gotta trade our shoes
And you ain't gotta walk no thousand miles
[Chorus]
But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful
Oh They can all get fucked.
Just stay true to you so
Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful
Oh They can all get fucked. Just stay true to you so
Nobody asked for life to deal us
With these bullshit hands we're dealt
We have to take these cards ourselves
And flip them, don't expect no help
Now I could have either just
Sat on my ass and pissed and moaned
Or take this situation in which I'm placed in
And get up and get my own
I was never the type of kid
To wait by the door and pack his bags
Who sat on the porch and hoped and prayed
For a dad to show up who never did
I just wanted to fit in
At every single place
Every school I went
I dreamed of being that cool kid
Even if it meant acting stupid
Aunt Edna always told me keep makin' that face it'll get stuck like that
Meanwhile I'm just standin' there
Holdin' my tounge tryna talk like this
'Till I stuck my tounge on that frozen stop sign poll at 8 years old
I learned my lesson then cause I wasn't tryna impress my friends no mo'
But I already told you my whole life story
Not just based on my description
'cause where you see it from where you're sitting
Is probably 110% different
I guess we would have to walk a mile
In each other's shoes, at least
What size you where? I wear tens
Let's see if you can fit your feet
[Chorus]
Lately I've been hard to reach I've been too long on my own
Everybody has a private world Where they can be alone... so
Are you calling me, are you trying to get through oh
Are you reaching out for me, I'm reaching out for you
so oh oh
Yea... To my babies. Stay strong.
Daddy will be home soon
And to the rest of the world, god gave you the shoes
That fit you, so put em on and wear em
And be yourself man, be proud of who you are
Even if it sounds corny,
Don't ever let no one tell you, you ain't beautiful